So many things on my mind

So lately I have been unable to sleep when I want to and its given me a lot of time to think... that or I think a lot so I can't sleep. Haven't decided which way it goes yet... =0p
Anyways so the biggest thing on my mind has been SPOP!

Just the thought of having an opportunity to be part of such an amazing program is ecstasy in its purest form. I am so excited to meet these 134 people and spend this upcoming summer doing who knows what! These thoughts fill my mind as i so desperately try to study but can't seem to stay on track.

In desperation I am writing this blog so that I may have some peace of mind to continue studying by the way. I feel man sidetracks coming on through this entry.

So back to SPOP I feel like it was just yesterday that I was in Lean like a Lago with my staffers and here I am two years down the road being able to feel this amazing feeling again!!! Only this time I get to experience it more than once and in a whole new perspective. I can't wait to see what this summer will bring and I am looking foward to everything!!! I want to make sure that I live this opprotunity up to the fullest, since I was privilegded to be chosen. Therefore I want to vow to myself through blogging that I will give this year of SPOP my MAXIMUM in order to BE THE CHANGE that will INSPIRE JOY, POISTIVITY, and HAPPINESS!!!

Having made that statement if anyone reads this entry and find that i am not living up to my vow then call me on it because TRUST, I WILL BE DOWN... unless it is for reasons that are understandable. =0)

So here is one for SPOP w.e. year and for the memorise and experiences that change lives!!!